Elisa2007 - 2014-01-07 3:40 PM  Thank you all for the kind words and support. It is appreciated more than you know. I felt so great when I got out of bed this morning. I can't wait to meet my therapist. I'm incredibly relieved to be away from all the negativity. I'm starting to realize I am the way I am because of the examples my mother has led. I thought about how she treats her husband's children, and thought wow is that what I look like when I'm mad. Sure is. I don't want to make others feel the way she makes my litttle sisters feel. I feel bad for them and hope they don't turn out like me.Sorry for errors, I'm posting from my phone. New house doesn't have internet.