1. So I have my mare for sale. I dont enjoy running her because she can be hotter than I'm comfortable with. I'm not scared of her. I just like my gelding better. My uncle gave her to me out of some his stock. I’ve had her since she was weaned and she’s 13 now. So I’m attached. Have a girl coming Sunday to try her. Now idk what to do. I’ve cried non stop since she called. My heart doesn’t want to sell her but she also can’t keep standing around in the pasture either. It's like I'm stuck in some awkward middle ground. Like I don't want to keep her but I don't want to sell her. Plus I talked to my uncle and naturally he's pretty upset about it. So that makes me feel even worse. 
   
   To add to it, my husband and I have been trying to have a baby for a while now and we go the beginning of March to a fertility specialist so we're going to have to come up with some money because our insurance only pays 80%. So that factored into it also. If it wasn't for that she could keep standing in the pasture. It wouldn't bother me at all. 
   
   What do I do? I feel so torn. 

Sounds like the best solution for YOU is to find the horse a new home. Your heart might not agree with it, but from an outside perspective, that seems to be the "easy" answer. (although not easy at all!)

I like horses to have a job. If that job is not with me, then I like to find them a job with someone else.

But it's your choice!!!