I stopped participating I guess because I was unable to ride due to a retinal detachment that turned my world upside down. Continued to work.   After the retinal detachment and working I started burning out. I am an Advance Practice Nurse at a busy rural clinic. That's been a year and a half  I took off I am becoming more me and planned to start barrel racing again, y'all pray for me it has been an awful 2020..... 

Good luck!