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| I need some serious input on my "relationship" and what I should do. In my head I know what needs done but I need a support system. My fiancé and I have been together just shy of 2 yrs. He is from SD and moved to PA to be with me. He was the one that went and got the ring, I in no way rushed it. Almost a year into the relationship I got pregnant. Not planned at all even though he was the one begging for a child. In that time period he tried leaving once, got to Indiana and called and asked if he could come home. About a month before I was due he was texting his ex trying to get back with her. After that he promised it was over, he was there for me and his soon to be family. And he was, was there in the hospital and he cried the whole 10 yds. He was great with helping at home then he went back to work. When she was barely 3 months he was texting his ex again. I busted him and he left. Got on a plane and left. Once he got there a day later he texted me, saying how wrong he was. It was the biggest mistake ever he should of just slept it off. His reasoning for talking to her was he didn't feel wanted by me. Mind you just had a kid and got on birth control, I couldn't stand being around myself. But I went and moved a decent to SD to be with him. That lasted a week then his father, who never liked that I "took" his boy away, got in my face and called me worthless. We left the next day for PA. Been here for over an month and his truck broke down, his old boss in SD offered to pay him $100 a day for 2 weeks to get it fixed. So he left with promising me he would be back on the 28th. Well he has no ticket purchased to come back, keeps making excuses. I offered to move again if that is what he felt would be best for his family. And he is now making excuses for that. I hardly hear from him during the day. Maybe twice. He never asks how his daughter is. I know I need to just lick my wounds and move on. I just don't understand how one goes from beggin for another kid, promising he will be home on that date, to him acting like a person I've never seen before. I'm 24 yrs old, I lost everything once because of a guy I dated for 5 years. I had to sell my truck, trailer, all my tack and horses. I now have my old horse back and my hopeful barrel horse.I just need words of encouragement that I can be a single younger mother and still ride. I'm lost, I feel broken and for some twisted reason I feel like I failed the relationship. Like I'm failing m daughter so she wont have a father figure... I just need help.  |
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Location: southeast Texas | You know what needs to be done...... Take it one day at a time. When he calls, you don't call him unless its an emergency about your child, ONLY talk about your child. He tries to change the subject, give him a warning that you two are over and the baby is the only subject you are willing to talk to him about. If not, hang up on him.
He has shown you who he is. ACTIONS speak louder than words. He has pretty words but does not follow thru with actions. He probably figured that makeing yalls arangement perminent, he would forget about his ex. Probably why he was guideing you into a ring and baby. |
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  Damn Yankee
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Location: Somewhere between raising hell and Amazing Grace | Your being a single mother as it is. YOU and your daughter deserve better. |
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Location: lone star state | You can do it alone and raise your baby and still have horses. I did! Now is the perfect time for a project horse! Stay home ride everday set goals for yourself and daughter and horse. Make small steps that you can reach in 6 months or so then achieve them and set new higher goals. You will be focused on your life and soon a year will go by! Your horse will be ready and you and your daughter will be in a new and better place.
Follow the advice already given and only communicate with your ex about your baby only, don't let him keep your life on hold while he runs back and forth. Also take him to court and get court ordered child support. Dont allow him to be a deadbeat! Your attorney general can help you at no cost to you.
You can do it! Don't think for a second that you can't! You will find your horses are great therapy and will keep you sane! |
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Location: LaBelle, Florida | As the other posters have already said it is time to 'Cowgirl Up' and move on.
Be very clear with him that you and him are over and you will only discuss the welfare of the child you share together.
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Location: Usually on my horse | Kick that no good piece of man crap to the curb and move on !!!
It is similar to the horse theory.....why waste your time on working to fix a bad one, when there are so many good ones out there.
Your baby needs you front and center 100%.....Put your efforts into her and forget about the guy.
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| I know I'm my own worst enemy. Like I said before im 24 , I've only dated three guys. All for well over a year. And I was single for over a year before dating him. In which he pursued me big time. And now it is just hard for me to comprehend how someone can lie to your face and one second be begging for another kid then the next not even trying to fight an ounce for you. My horses and my daughter have been a huge blessing. I just needed outside opinions. I know I can be stubborn but I would always apologize and try to make things better. But I just need to realize I can't fix this. |
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Location: That part of Texas | pushin4mny - 2014-01-25 9:15 AM I know I'm my own worst enemy. Like I said before im 24 , I've only dated three guys. All for well over a year. And I was single for over a year before dating him. In which he pursued me big time. And now it is just hard for me to comprehend how someone can lie to your face and one second be begging for another kid then the next not even trying to fight an ounce for you. My horses and my daughter have been a huge blessing. I just needed outside opinions. I know I can be stubborn but I would always apologize and try to make things better. But I just need to realize I can't fix this.
When you realize that you were wrong in thinking that he was a certain type of person or had certain characteristics, you'll be able to let this go easier and in a way, to be able to forgive him and yourself for believing that he was that type of guy. When you love someone, you want to believe the things they tell you and the things they are trying to plan with you. Some people have a really good story but not the ability to follow through with it. He's just one of those people right now and unfortunately you have to pick up the story as it sits with you and your daughter. |
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Damn Yankee
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Location: Somewhere between raising hell and Amazing Grace | pushin4mny - 2014-01-25 10:15 AM I know I'm my own worst enemy. Like I said before im 24 , I've only dated three guys. All for well over a year. And I was single for over a year before dating him. In which he pursued me big time. And now it is just hard for me to comprehend how someone can lie to your face and one second be begging for another kid then the next not even trying to fight an ounce for you. My horses and my daughter have been a huge blessing. I just needed outside opinions. I know I can be stubborn but I would always apologize and try to make things better. But I just need to realize I can't fix this.
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Location: ND | Walk away, look out for you & your daughter.....live your life. As soon as you tell him you want him gone & to not try coming back, he's going to be begging to come home....don't let him. You will feel so much better when you put yourself in control and quit letting him play with your mind. |
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| I am not even going to offer advice., And will only say this on the matter. Relationships can only grow and propser if both people are striving for the same thing and have the same priorities and not allowing anything or anyone else to weaken it. I look at it this way: You are using BHW as a way to vent some of feelings, getting them down on paper which is always cathartic. You know absolutely what you need to do and no amount of varying opinions from people on this forum is going to change the circumstances. God bless. |
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 Warmblood with Wings
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Location: Florida.. | whats best for your daughter isnt a Boy trying to figure out what he wants in life.. his ex or you.. move on and yes you can be a single mom and do well at it.. love yourself and her.. one day a man that respects and deserves and cherishs YOU and her will come along.. until then love and live for her and you.. move on.. no open door for him .. when shes older it wil be harder for her having him and a rovolving door.
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Location: Eastern OH but my heart is in WV | As I was reading, my initial thought (when he left the first time) was "maybe he got scared at the thought of being a father and reacted badly." O.K. that can be forgiven especially since he "manned-up" and realized his mistake quickly. But the more I read, the more I realized a pattern starting to develop here. As an outsider, he sounds like he has a LOT of growing-up to do. You need to stop enabling him to play these games. It may not seem fair to you to have to be the responsible one, but there is a child involved now. If you have good family support in PA, that is where I would stay! I would tell him, you and that baby are not going anywhere until he proves he can handle and understands the responsibility involved in caring for a family. Meanwhile, I would make sure that he is still taking at least financial responsibility for that baby but hopefully, he will choose to be part of her life too. He needs to grow-up and start acting like an adult because there is WAY more than his self to think about here. |
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| So sorry, move on with no expectations from him. It may be tough but you can do it. Do not waste your time on a losing proposition, you and your daughter deserve better and better is out there, whether that is in another relationship or on your own, but you have to be in a place to recieve it- not tied to an immature boy who holds you back. |
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Location: Iowa, LA | I'm no one to give relationship advice, but he's definitely got issues! Not YOUR problem! Stay strong and KNOW that you can and will get through this! Hoping for the best for you! You deserve to be happy and not stressed! |
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| I thought I would offer a different perspective. I'm 18, and my mom is a single mother. My dad left when I was very little (around 2 I think). She made it very clear he could either be in my life, or not. There would be no going in and out when he felt like it. He was around for a couple of more years and then left for good. I haven't spoken to him since I was 13.
I cannot thank her enough for that. I had a very stable home growing up, I had my mom, and I stayed with my grandparents sometimes. My dad would visit on weekends. I can't imagine how different it would have been if she just let him walk in and out when he felt like it.
You might feel torn about protecting your daughter from her own father, but I feel in some cases it's the best thing for both parties. |
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| Thank you. These are the kind of things I just needed to hear from others. |
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Location: Riding Crackhead. | First of all I'd like to know who the worthless piece of crap is that's doing this to you and where in SD he's from. Second I would like to say this, life is short. To spend the rest of your life wondering if fart face is going to stand beside you and your daughter is crazy. At this point in your life this seems like a huge question but in reality and deep down you know he's not going to. Let your little girl grow up having the extreme love of one parent alone is better than her wondering what she ever did to daddy that he only wants to play daddy on a part time basis when it works for him. |
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Location: Where we still run to look when the siren goes by. | pushin4mny - 2014-01-25 6:54 AM I need some serious input on my "relationship" and what I should do. In my head I know what needs done but I need a support system. My fiancé and I have been together just shy of 2 yrs. He is from SD and moved to PA to be with me. He was the one that went and got the ring, I in no way rushed it. Almost a year into the relationship I got pregnant. Not planned at all even though he was the one begging for a child. In that time period he tried leaving once, got to Indiana and called and asked if he could come home. About a month before I was due he was texting his ex trying to get back with her. After that he promised it was over, he was there for me and his soon to be family. And he was, was there in the hospital and he cried the whole 10 yds. He was great with helping at home then he went back to work. When she was barely 3 months he was texting his ex again. I busted him and he left. Got on a plane and left. Once he got there a day later he texted me, saying how wrong he was. It was the biggest mistake ever he should of just slept it off. His reasoning for talking to her was he didn't feel wanted by me. Mind you just had a kid and got on birth control, I couldn't stand being around myself. But I went and moved a decent to SD to be with him. That lasted a week then his father, who never liked that I "took" his boy away, got in my face and called me worthless. We left the next day for PA. Been here for over an month and his truck broke down, his old boss in SD offered to pay him $100 a day for 2 weeks to get it fixed. So he left with promising me he would be back on the 28th. Well he has no ticket purchased to come back, keeps making excuses. I offered to move again if that is what he felt would be best for his family. And he is now making excuses for that. I hardly hear from him during the day. Maybe twice. He never asks how his daughter is. I know I need to just lick my wounds and move on. I just don't understand how one goes from beggin for another kid, promising he will be home on that date, to him acting like a person I've never seen before. I'm 24 yrs old, I lost everything once because of a guy I dated for 5 years. I had to sell my truck, trailer, all my tack and horses. I now have my old horse back and my hopeful barrel horse.I just need words of encouragement that I can be a single younger mother and still ride. I'm lost, I feel broken and for some twisted reason I feel like I failed the relationship. Like I'm failing m daughter so she wont have a father figure... I just need help.
That's what she needs...that is NOT what he is. Do you seriously want someone that can do the childish things he has, to be a "father figure" to her? There is someone out there that can do a MUCH better job than what he has shown he can do. It may be a grandparent, it may be a mentor to you, it might even be your soulmate, but it is not her biological father.
You can be a single mother and ride. It wont be as much and it wont be easy, but you can make it work.
Stay strong, hugs and prayers!!
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Sideways Riding Expert
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Location: ND--it snows, it floods, it snows, it floods | Just make sure you get child support....he needs to own up and financially support his daughter. |
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