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annemarea
Reg. May 2006
Posted 2014-02-20 8:16 PM
Subject: RE: Stupid C Word



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Kcaughran
Reg. Dec 2008
Posted 2014-02-20 8:18 PM
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hlynn
Reg. Dec 2011
Posted 2014-02-20 8:24 PM
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Thank you everyone.

Trying to have some kind of faith. But to be honest, since my Pap died last summer, I've lost it. It's been a rocky road for my mom. Divorced. Diagnosed with cancer. Losing her dad. Now this. She still has her faith tho. But I can't seem to find mine.
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CYA Ranch
Reg. Feb 2008
Posted 2014-02-20 8:26 PM
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hlynn - 2014-02-20 8:24 PM Thank you everyone. Trying to have some kind of faith. But to be honest, since my Pap died last summer, I've lost it. It's been a rocky road for my mom. Divorced. Diagnosed with cancer. Losing her dad. Now this. She still has her faith tho. But I can't seem to find mine.

Your Faith is the most important thing in this fight.  Find it!!! 
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Bibliafarm
Reg. Jul 2008
Posted 2014-02-20 8:32 PM
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you have to find it. Our God is there with us to carry us thru these times.NOW more then ever..

you need him. Pray ..

my dad had a soft tissue sarcoma 13 cm removed 2 yrs ago. went thru radiation and this past year  it came back to his lung metestisized. He had 26 rounds of chemo. it killed all but one tumor a small cell spindle tumor. and they just removed part of his lung.. without our faith I dont think it would have been tolerable. lean on him. pray to him. trust in him.  times like this.. you must have faith.. to get strength. Our god is powerful !!.
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hlynn
Reg. Dec 2011
Posted 2014-02-20 8:49 PM
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Bibliafarm - 2014-02-20 9:32 PM

you have to find it. Our God is there with us to carry us thru these times.NOW more then ever..

you need him. Pray ..

my dad had a soft tissue sarcoma 13 cm removed 2 yrs ago. went thru radiation and this past year  it came back to his lung metestisized. He had 26 rounds of chemo. it killed all but one tumor a small cell spindle tumor. and they just removed part of his lung.. without our faith I dont think it would have been tolerable. lean on him. pray to him. trust in him.  times like this.. you must have faith.. to get strength. Our god is powerful !!.

Of all things we've said/typed/thought of each other, I just want to say a few things:

Thank you. And I'm sorry.

I appreciate everything you've said since I've mentioned this battle with my mom. Thank you. P

Edited by hlynn 2014-02-20 8:54 PM
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Anniemae
Reg. Jan 2004
Posted 2014-02-20 9:07 PM
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hlynn - 2014-02-20 6:24 PM Thank you everyone. Trying to have some kind of faith. But to be honest, since my Pap died last summer, I've lost it. It's been a rocky road for my mom. Divorced. Diagnosed with cancer. Losing her dad. Now this. She still has her faith tho. But I can't seem to find mine.

Sometimes it's very difficult during times like these to find or hold on to our faith/belief in God.  You may be questioning him, but He is still holding on to you, hugging you, caring about you and showering you with his love.  He has not left your side during all of your struggles. He has cried when you cried, laughed when you laughed and loved you for just being you.  
Close your eyes, ask him to hold you tight, wrap his arms around you and give you strength to accept what is happening right here, right now. Tomorrow will take care of itself.  Ask him to surround you with his love and guidence, to give you courage to face what is front of you with grace and dignity. Give to him all your fears, concerns and anxiety and ask him to replace it with love, peace and serenity. Pray that His will be done.   


Sending prayers for you and your mom. 
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sorrel horse ranch
Reg. Apr 2006
Posted 2014-02-20 9:07 PM
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Bibliafarm - 2014-02-20 7:32 PM you have to find it. Our God is there with us to carry us thru these times.NOW more then ever..



you need him. Pray ..



my dad had a soft tissue sarcoma 13 cm removed 2 yrs ago. went thru radiation and this past year  it came back to his lung metestisized. He had 26 rounds of chemo. it killed all but one tumor a small cell spindle tumor. and they just removed part of his lung.. without our faith I dont think it would have been tolerable. lean on him. pray to him. trust in him.  times like this.. you must have faith.. to get strength. Our god is powerful !!.

Exactly what Biblia said.  Don't know if you have kept up with my story.  Started with a divorce being filed because husband had had a 3 1/2 year affair with a lady that was the age of my children  Long drawn out and nine months into the divorce I was diagnosed with breast cancer.  Continuing divorce had bilateral masectomy, chemo and radiation at which time I also devolped shingles.  While this was going on we found out my mother has liver cancer.  Then I lost one of the best friends I ever had my Rat Terrorist to diabetes and kidney failure, he was 12.  Then divorce was final October 1, 2013.  Had to start making plans to find a new place to live.  January 3, 2014 my nineteen year old stud horse died.  Packed up and moved out January 7.  Then I got a phone call last Saturday morning February 15 that my now ex-husband of 27 years had died. 
I know you and your mother have had a very hard time.  But I can tell you the only thing that has kept me going through all of my drama has been my faith in God.  That and all of these kind wonderful people here on BHW praying for me, keeping in touch and caring so much.
You must reach deep down and find your faith...God has not forsaken you.  He is waiting for you to ask for help He will always be there for you.
I am sorry this was so long but I felt like you needed this, certainly not for anyone to feel sorry for me.  I have my faith and know that God has wonderful things in store for me in His time.
God bless you and your mother and you have my heartfelt prayers.

 
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Bibliafarm
Reg. Jul 2008
Posted 2014-02-20 9:08 PM
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 saying prayers for you all
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Timber Creek
Reg. Mar 2009
Posted 2014-02-20 9:13 PM
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 I'm thinking of you and your mom and sending you guys prayers
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Sangria
Reg. Nov 2003
Posted 2014-02-20 9:15 PM
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I will be thinking about and praying for your family 
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brlracerchick
Reg. Jun 2010
Posted 2014-02-20 9:16 PM
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I lost my Dad to cancer. He fought for 4 years and beat it once. I couldn't even imagine being in your shoes and not being nearby. Praying for you and your family! Cancer is a horrible, horrible disease.  
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mam0329
Reg. Jul 2009
Posted 2014-02-20 9:17 PM
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mtcanchazer
Reg. Apr 2012
Posted 2014-02-20 9:21 PM
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blccwgl55
Reg. Dec 2012
Posted 2014-02-20 9:23 PM
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rockinas
Reg. Sep 2003
Posted 2014-02-20 9:55 PM
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ThreeCorners
Reg. Nov 2003
Posted 2014-02-20 9:57 PM
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redcbrf3
Reg. Dec 2010
Posted 2014-02-20 10:49 PM
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chickenfarmersgirl
Reg. Sep 2011
Posted 2014-02-20 11:54 PM
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annemarea
Reg. May 2006
Posted 2014-02-21 5:05 AM
Subject: RE: Stupid C Word



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sorrel horse ranch - 2014-02-20 9:07 PM

Bibliafarm - 2014-02-20 7:32 PM you have to find it. Our God is there with us to carry us thru these times.NOW more then ever..



you need him. Pray ..



my dad had a soft tissue sarcoma 13 cm removed 2 yrs ago. went thru radiation and this past year  it came back to his lung metestisized. He had 26 rounds of chemo. it killed all but one tumor a small cell spindle tumor. and they just removed part of his lung.. without our faith I dont think it would have been tolerable. lean on him. pray to him. trust in him.  times like this.. you must have faith.. to get strength. Our god is powerful !!.

Exactly what Biblia said.  Don't know if you have kept up with my story.  Started with a divorce being filed because husband had had a 3 1/2 year affair with a lady that was the age of my children  Long drawn out and nine months into the divorce I was diagnosed with breast cancer.  Continuing divorce had bilateral masectomy, chemo and radiation at which time I also devolped shingles.  While this was going on we found out my mother has liver cancer.  Then I lost one of the best friends I ever had my Rat Terrorist to diabetes and kidney failure, he was 12.  Then divorce was final October 1, 2013.  Had to start making plans to find a new place to live.  January 3, 2014 my nineteen year old stud horse died.  Packed up and moved out January 7.  Then I got a phone call last Saturday morning February 15 that my now ex-husband of 27 years had died. 
I know you and your mother have had a very hard time.  But I can tell you the only thing that has kept me going through all of my drama has been my faith in God.  That and all of these kind wonderful people here on BHW praying for me, keeping in touch and caring so much.
You must reach deep down and find your faith...God has not forsaken you.  He is waiting for you to ask for help He will always be there for you.
I am sorry this was so long but I felt like you needed this, certainly not for anyone to feel sorry for me.  I have my faith and know that God has wonderful things in store for me in His time.
God bless you and your mother and you have my heartfelt prayers.

 

Wow! To say you have been through a lot is an understatement! So sorry!
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