Chandler's Mom - 2017-09-14 9:35 PM I am much better than I was earlier. . . . Chandler was having a hard time because Wonder was the last dog still alive that we had while Chris and I were married. So it was like the last link to his father in a way. But he went by the vet's office today and spent about an hour with Wonder and also talked to the vet a lot. I talked to him after that and I could tell he knew it was time to let her go, that he felt differently than he had the last week or two. So while it still broke my heart to let her go, I didn't feel like by doing what was right for her I was also hurting my son. If that makes sense. I had boiled her some chicken, bought her a new pink beach towel (we bury all ours in beach towels, have no idea why or how it started), and went to the vet at 4:45. She ate every bite of chicken, about 8 soft treats, and drank a bowl of water. I loved on her, kissed her, we talked, and I let her free from that old body that wouldn't work right anymore. . . . Sean had dug her grave, but Chandler wanted to be the one to cover her, so he did that while I watched. And he and I talked, and I felt even better at that point. I know she's with her brother in a much better place. I've said this before, but it bears repeating----I truly believe God led me to this site. I will probably never lay eyes on 99% of y'all, but you fill my heart with the goodness and love so many of you display when I need it the most. I can never make y'all know how much you mean to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to each of you for caring enough to post.