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Have You Ever Walked In Darkness?

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ladyjockey
Reg. Jun 2007
Posted 2016-01-28 8:02 AM
Subject: Have You Ever Walked In Darkness?


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Have you ever walked in darkness? I have , with breast cancer, identity theft, divorce, it can really take a toll on faith. When I was riding race horses in the 70s and early 80s I was pretty much the only woman in Texas, it was a battle of finding my place in a mans world.
I hungered for God to show me the way. Walking in darkness is fearful. You don't know at times how things are going to go. If like me I WANT to be in control and during these time mentioned I had none, I felt I was in quick sand ,fighting my way to the top, with no end in sight. In dark times of my life. When there is no light, we stumble around. We stump our toe, bump in a wall, or even worse, trip and fall. It's a bad thing to take a spill downward to take a fall in life.
I had an outrider Bill Gray, give me a book of God's Promises, I wore it out reading trying to get a line to pick me up out of the darkness.
It was in not until 2003 did I truly feel I saw God's truth, without the light if His revelation, I was blinded walking in darkness. I took wrong turns, made bad choices. I did my best,but quickly learned that sometimes what seemed best ended up very wrong.
You either go through life guessing making decisions based on a hunch or something you've heard, or you can turn the light on. God's. Word gives us wisdom and guidance for every situation in life. His truth lights out path and shows us where to go. Yes I was walking in darkness most of my life, in 2003 breast cancer took my body, I then understood what God had been trying to tell me. I was making decisions on my emotions, what I WANTED, not what God had planned for me. I fought my way in life and never really turned my life over to God all the way. I was fearful, insecure, felt unworthy because of some of the choices I had made in life. Not always learning from my mistakes but do continuing to make them over and over. I am so THANKFUL God allows us to make uturns, and He NEVER gives up on us. Yes I made several of Uturns If you find yourself in darkness, you can reach for a flashlight or reach for God's Word. TRUST His truth., follow His principles and walk in the light.
I DID PRAISE GOD!! April 12, 2016 I am cancer FREE! 12 years!! My identity theft after two years was done! I am a vessel for Christ. I HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT!!
Psalm 119: 105 Your Word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. I have sworn and confirmed that I will keep Your righteous judgements, I am afflicted very much; Revive me , O Lord, according to Your Word. Accept I pray, the free will offerings of my mouth, O Lord, and teach me Your judgments. My life is continually in my hand, Yet I do not forget Your law.
For it is WITH God ALL Things are possible
Father God, guide me today to do all things that bring glory and honor to You AMEN I pray As I share my personal Journey, that you won't judge me be take it and learn to walk in the light of God's Word. We all have a test in out life to become a testimony for Jesus and others AMEN Have a BLESSED Day
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rostymom
Reg. Aug 2005
Posted 2016-01-28 11:47 AM
Subject: RE: Have You Ever Walked In Darkness?


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Thanks You LJ!!!   Once again you have hit a spot that i know i deal with...    I find it hard to fight my emotions sometimes.   But my biggest problem is wanting to know that i am TRULY hearing God speak to me.  I guess that is why we have the phrase " Doi it Afraid".

I love what you share with us, and thank you so much.   Have a Blessed Day !!! 
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ky barrel racer
Reg. Oct 2006
Posted 2016-01-28 3:29 PM
Subject: RE: Have You Ever Walked In Darkness?


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Another great post. I look forward to these everyday. God bless.
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